I AM (A free-verse)

I am nowhere near perfect ..
I eat when I'm bored but I'm not getting fat.
I fall for boys easily.
I'm vulnerable to believing lies ..
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through ..
I make up excuses for everything ..
I have my best friends and enemies ..
I have drama and memories ..
I'm sometimes selfish,impatient and a little insecure ..
I make mistakes ..
I am out of control and at sometimes hard to handle ..
I'm always a mess ..
I can never keep my own secrets ..
I laugh too hard at stupid things ..
I take hours to get ready ..
I'll pretend more to be happy to myself and later l'll cry out loud in front of the mirror ..
I am just normal girl with fears, regret, and flaws

But maybe that's the beauty of it ..
That makes me who I am 

                                                                                    All the crazy stuff i do ..
                                                                                    Experimenting with who I want to be ..

My favorite songs can make me cry and I always sing it even if newer songs come out..

I love my past and my memories.. 

I hate thinking about reality ..

I'm so homesick that it's not even funny ..
but not homesick in a missing my house kind of way ..
maybe it's more like heartsick for all the things I can't get back ..

It's so hard for me to define myself ..

I don't want to be a heroine in some tragic love story ..

I just want the one person who has not given me a second thought ..
I am just your average girl 

And that's who I am..

Live it. Love it. Learn from it.